Today Is Another Day

Last night we had our second softball game. We had fun playing even though we lost. I kind of fell down/tried to slide...whatever you want to call it and ended up bleeding down my knee. I am so out of shape!!! I am so stiff and sore today. I need to start working out and it would be nice to lose some freakin' weight! Anyway, I am off work today and will pretty much be off until Wednesday. Not sure I'll know what to do with myself! 

Today I am going to meet Erica for lunch here very shortly and then we are taking my car down to Indy to sell it. I am going to be so happy to get rid of that car!! About time! It has been such a headache for a couple of months now. We were supposed to have gone to Carb day but we had some stuff come up with the car and now we cant go. I'm kind of bummed, I wanted to go! I honestly really wish I were going to the race this year. I get into that kind of stuff for some reason. I do have to work tomorrow so that's not so fun but it's only in the morning for a couple of hours. Monday I am going to the outlet mall in Edinburgh with Kelly so I think that should be a lot of fun. I love shopping and I need some summer clothes for work. 

I think it is supposed to be a nice weekend. I really want to get my flower beds weeded and I really need to go buy mulch and some flowers. Now that I live here alone I really want the house to look nice at all times. I don't want people to think that I can't take care of this place on my own because I can. My house is almost always clean on the inside...the outside just needs a little work. 

However, since it is such a busy weekend for a lot of people with the race and stuff-I probably won't get to see Jason until Monday or so. He's such a nice guy... I'm kind of interested in seeing where this will go. I really appreciate that he drives up here from Indy to spend time with me. He's very willing to do whatever I want and always just goes with the flow. He's met some of my friends and so far things are going very well. We are still learning a lot about each other so as with any new relationship it will take time and I'm okay with that. I don't want to rush into anything anyway. I just enjoy being around him- He makes me very happy. 

Anyway.... I think that's all I can babble about now. I kind of feel like this blog is probably boring to some people. Most of my friends who have these blogs at least are married, expecting, or already have kids. They actually have something meaningful to write about whereas mine is just like, oh well this is what I did today... kind of crap. Anyway, for those of you that read...I appreciate it and I am so sorry that it's not that exciting! Maybe one of these days Ill have some of those things to write about as well.....

A New Beginning...

So I have decided that I should start blogging. In the past few months my life has changed so much (and so quickly!) that I am not only excited for the future but kind of scared as well. I never imagined that I would be in this position at this point in my life. I have learned a lot and I will continue to learn more as time passes. Sometimes I do get down and wonder if there will be someone out there for me. It seems that all of my friends are either married or happily in a relationship with someone and then there's me- newly divorced and single again. I don't want people to feel sorry for me by any means. I am happy despite what I've been through. I don't want my friends and family to feel that they can't talk about their relationships/marriages/babies around me. I like hearing about these things because I love these people-they mean a lot to me! Just because my marriage didn't work out doesn't mean I hate all people who are happy in their lives. My time will come eventually- I know it. 

I am looking forward to this summer- so many fun things are coming up!! This weekend is the Indy 500-Im not going to the race this year but the current plan is to go to Carb day which I don't think I've ever been to. Then Saturday I believe we are going to Crackers. I haven't been to Crackers since my 21st birthday so this should be fun. Good times with great friends! 

I am planning a trip to see the lovely Monica very soon. I need to get away for a while and I can't wait to see her! She always makes me so happy!! What could be any better? Monica, sunny FL, the beach?? Oh, I'm so excited. 

Also, I have tickets to 4 country concerts this summer at Verizon. I'll be going with the Beyers and the Halls. It will be a lot of fun and I am looking forward to it. Hopefully before the summer is over I can work in some small road trips as well and maybe if I'm lucky I'll have a special someone to go with me :) 

On that note, I am talking to someone new. He's so far a very kind and fun person to be around. I am taking it slow- We'll see what happens. So far I like him a lot and I'm excited to get to know him. 

Alright, this is all for now. I will try to do my best to update as often as possible... Also I will be adding pictures for some of these events that I will be attending.